I am not watching the Super Bowl.
It's importance is irrelevant to me, as I cannot understand how the winner is declared as the best football team in the world when there are teams from the AFC and NFC that have never played eachother. I believe it's sole purpose is to fabricate something that will roll in the most money; thus the reason they use the sport of football in the first place. Why isn't there a massive party for water polo or lacrosse? Frankly, I think I'd enjoy either of those much more than watching 400-pound men pummel eachother for fun.
I did, however, watch the halftime show. As you know, it is centered around music acts, and music being my forte, I felt obligated to observe and comment. I commend them for encompassing a variety of music genres instead of going with what is seen as mainstream right now. There were the Dixie Chicks and Shania Twain representing country, Sting standing for...is it soft rock? Modern rock? Whatever. And of course, No Doubt, a band that has survived the ever changing music industry and hasn't felt the need to change their music in exchange for fame. Kudos on Sting singing with No Doubt. I have to admit that was rather ingenious. (Although they do that every year.)
I think I would have rioted if Avril Lavigne had been asked to perform.
And I have no idea why I'm mentioning this, but I'm on a banana kick. I've eaten three today, and I buy one every morning from the school cafeteria. I eat them strangely too, biting horizontally instead of taking some off the top. (Does that make sense?) If you bite in just the right spot, where the lines are, a triangular piece will break off that doesn't have gooey sides.
I know, I'm odd. But at least I'll have high potassium. *nods*
8:30 pm - 01.26.03
I took this test again. I did worse than last time. I have very high in four categories instead of just one, and moderate in only one instead of three. This does not surprise me. All in favor of Ali seeing a professional, raise your hand.
Disorder | Rating |
Paranoid: | Very High |
Schizoid: | High |
Schizotypal: | High |
Antisocial: | High |
Borderline: | Very High |
Histrionic: | Very High |
Narcissistic: | Very High |
Avoidant: | Moderate |
Dependent: | High |
Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
-- Click Here To Take The Test -- |
8:07 pm - 01.26.03
It takes so much to get me up, raise my spirits into euphoric bliss; so much, in fact, that it's damn near impossible.
And when I'm there, it's better than the time before. It's like I could never have any more. I don't want any more. Because I have all I can get.
So much, so hard, so long to get me there. Everything has to be just so.
But I can only stay for a short while; because while it takes so much to reach my destination, only a minor blemish in my fantasy sends me kicking and screaming back into the harsh reality.
Breaking me is so easy, and each time I'm shattered, the glue doesn't work quite as well is it used to. There are pieces missing, holes in me that will never grow back.
But still, I pick myself back up again and throw in another punch. No time to be kicked when I'm down.
Nothing happpens by chance; there's no such thing as coincidences. People don't just meet by way of two-way radio only to falter when the sky falls in. There has to be something more; some reason for it.
And I know what that reason is. I think you know, too. See that light? That illuminated finish line just over the hill? I do. It won't be long now; we'll break through the tape. Nothing can hold us back.
I need a one-way ticket.
4:07 pm - 01.26.03
And you tell me that it's over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
And you don't wanna be here in the future
So you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
And you don't wanna look much closer
Cause you're afraid to find out all this hope
You had sent into the sky by now had crashed
And it did
Because of me
12:45 am - 01.26.03
Blah. I'm too drained to write anything substantial tonight. I put all my energy into GenericDesigns today, and now I'm exhausted.
But I guess it was worth seeing as how I got twenty new layouts up and the new site design as well. And, I learned how to use tables pretty well. So, I'm happy for now.
More tomorrow. I must sleep. Until then, go roam the designs and let me know if you find any problems.
10:46 pm - 01.25.03
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